This is how it’s going to be from here on out…nothing more nothing less. Got it?

It should have came to myself sooner out here than it all slowly coming to myself while it all just seems to hit myself and my head from out of the blue and at random odd times even. No worries there I guess right? Wrong! It’s not just that though even. You take the shit hitting my head from out of the blue is just … Continue reading This is how it’s going to be from here on out…nothing more nothing less. Got it?

The start of a week…oh nevermind honestly. Just the start and beginning of something very God awful bad I do believe. Such a god awful thing to things and matters that from day one It all has seemed to be forced of which it all has been forced by individuals who were out and up to no good when it comes to individuals of whom never asked for any of the shit that’s taken place.

That’s my new word (s) that I have taken myself to task as far as inserting the word’s “God awful” into my vocabulary. That is still putting things mildly and tame when it comes to all the terrible god awful people that I have come across over the course of my 40 something years of living upon this God awful planet amongst these God awful … Continue reading The start of a week…oh nevermind honestly. Just the start and beginning of something very God awful bad I do believe. Such a god awful thing to things and matters that from day one It all has seemed to be forced of which it all has been forced by individuals who were out and up to no good when it comes to individuals of whom never asked for any of the shit that’s taken place.

Waking up

Well this morning has been no different than any other morning has been for the last year I would say. I sat there thinking it was still a weekday for one. For another I had thoughts concerning a person swimming around in my brain. The thoughts never quite seem to leave me. They just grab me by the jugular squeezing ever so tightly with all … Continue reading Waking up

Out with it already

I’ve been debating on an issue of mine that is of quite importance to myself. I need/want to know if I should put out a story of sorts. It’s more that the whole entire situation is vitally important in the sense that I have been in and still am in a really fucked up position. Now I’m the first one to lay blame where blame … Continue reading Out with it already

People are…

Well it’s that time again for another post from myself. I have been going thru something rough to say the least. my life was inadvertently turned upside down a few years back. I had gotten myself without knowing it around a couple of individuals who had just taken my generosity and caring to the extent that they took that using it to their benefit and … Continue reading People are…